11.12.2005

Web blog entry number twenty one.

It's been over a month since my last confession...

Which is mainly because there wasn't that much to tell. Now, however, a lot has changed. We have given Pimmetje a new home with some kind people I knew from my previous workplace. They have a large garden and farmland all around. Plenty of mice and he will be loved much there. Ofcourse I am sad about it, but I felt it was in his best interest. He is a wanderer and needs to be free, outside. He was getting so frustrated here and Sjah was getting beat up all the time, he had big wounds on his head...

Anyway, I hope for him that it will work out. I miss him a lot, but I was responsible for his wellbeing and in my opinion this was in his best interest. Ofcourse if it doesn't work out he will come back to us. Then he will have to suffer more confinement again, and Sjah. But we hope for the best and so far news from the Pim front has been very positive. Lets hope that he will be happier there than he was here.

Sjah is now seeking even more closeness with us us than he was before. He has always been a homecat though and crazy about his cat mommy. Pimmetje and I have a special bond too, but to him being outdoors matters even more.

I still see him everywhere in the house ;) And sometimes I feel like I want to go and get him back, but then I think about how selfish that would be. So, you better be happy Pimmetje! And make it worth my suffering! :)

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29.09.2005

Web blog entry number twenty.

Today I feel relief, shock, fatigue and more. Relief because Freya appears to have no serious problems, shock because I heard my baby cry for the very first time, fatigue, well it is extremely energy draining to be so nervous and worried for your baby. The tests they did with her were quite harmeless, but Freya doesn't like all the touching on her head and stuff and then the throat tests...the now famous throat test, that made her cry for the first time in her life.

She had some blood tests done too of which we will have the results tomorrow, for her hemoglobine and calcium, they now try to find out why she is or has been hypotonic. Just a process of ruling out and making sure, the doctor said to me that she wants to stop guessing. That sounds good to me! So finally tomorrow we will have all results and we should know what to expect and where to go from here, I will keep you posted.

27.09.2005

Web blog entry number nineteen.

Fall has come, all leafs are turning red, brown and yellow. Its a beautiful time really and we have been very lucky with the weather. Blue skies, about 14-16C ( see our forest walk pictures in Terje and Amanda's Gallery, those were taken only last sunday ).

I have had news on my pap test, its all good. They classified me as II, which means that there are some cells that look different then normal, but nothing bad. I have understood its actually quite common after pregnancy and what they do is check up again after half a year, or rather, suggest that you have another check up after half a year. Usually everything is normal again by then. So I can relax for the time being. Not that I thought the test would come up real bad, but then again, you never know. A very dear friend of mine, only half a year older than me, had some bad cells, and the sister in law of an ex collegue of mine, 29 years old, she died from breast cancer just this year.

The test is no fun, waiting for the results is definatly no fun, but knowing is better than not knowing...